!!! I @M A SAD JOKER !!!

I am not good I am not bad
But I am the only one who always sad
I am not god I am not human god
But I am the one who is in-between your’s
I have a heart, which is not working
I have feeling, which are still sleeping
Who am I, I am a joker
No one understand me, no one love me..!!

There are some second, which I never lived
There are many minutes, which I never experienced
I witness only the death of my happiness
I am not the one who awake of my joyfulness
Still I was busy to make you silly laugh
I was busy to seize your mourning
Who am I, I am a joker
No one understand me, no one love me..!!

I have a home that is full of shoddy furniture
I have a body that is full of shabby costume
I have desires, which have no shade
I have a shadow that is almost fade
I have a clumsy face with a ham-fisted smile
I seize superfluous tears to weep inside
Who am I, I am a joker
No one understand me, no one love me..!!

Now I want to die to live up a new life
So that in next birth I will not cry
Then, I will also ride on the love cycle
I will also fly with some of the angels
I will flutter like a unreservedly bird
I will run like a lively spirited one
So just, take my soul from my body
And, eliminate my name from this planet only…
Who I am, I am a joker
No one understand me, no one love me..!!

A Joker is always meant to make others happy but he also feels sad and dull. No matter whether he is in pain or sad but he still generate a feel good factor in us. But still they are ignored; still they are the victim of bias. So please appreciated that we all are equal in the eyes of god as we all are his kids and who so ever is a part of this planet, a part of this god creation has an equal right or equal opportunity. So do not wound anyone emotion on the basic of caste, color, creed and religion. Spread love and love unconditionally with each one!
Thank you!